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In a perfect world …
We would all wear smiles, genuine smiles

We would all help each other no matter what

There would be no broken hearts

There would be no outsiders

There would be understanding and wisdom flowing

There would be no regrets

There would be acknowledgement of God at all times

Eve would have never eaten the apple and convinced Adam to as well

We would be free of sin and anguish

We would have everything that we needed and wanted

There would be no debt

There would be no shortage of love

There would be no wars

There would be no shortage of resources and givers

There would be no drama and mess

In a perfect world…

2016 Wrap Up

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My life has been a series of getting started but never finishing for so many reasons.  I didn’t have the money, I was bored, it didn’t look like I wanted, they didn’t fit into my plan, they were just too idk (insert something stupid there), but it was always something. This year I decided to create CONSISTENCY in my life. Life starts to happen more when you make a decision. I was tired of giving up and not pushing or fighting for what I wanted because it just didn’t seem right at the time or it didn’t look how I wanted it to look. Out of my 35 years of living, 2016 has been the best and the worst year of my life.

I got a full understanding of who I am and who I’m growing to be. I found out how strong I am and got a glimpse of how much stronger I am going to be. I got a good look at how I love and how deep it can get. I understand how resilient I am and how tough times in my life prepared me for this year. I’ve always seen people for who they are and I do my best not to judge them but this year gave me a better glimpse of who those around me are and who I want around me.  I’ve always had a relationship with God but at times I would definitely put Him on the back burner but this year has opened up another type of relationship with Him that I never want to lose and only want to get stronger.

I’ve said it before life is like a roller coaster that never ends but you have to decide what type of roller coaster you want to be on. You are the operator, you can speed it up or slow it down but you aren’t always going to know when the next hill, loop, spin, or drop is going to come, you can only prepare for as much as you can. 2016 has been one to write home about. I’m looking forward to 2017 because the future is brighter than ever and with all that I’ve learned about myself and seen the vision for this roller coaster is about to be the best ride yet. I’m holding on in some areas but I’m throwing my hands up and throwing caution to the wind in others. I’m getting prepared for this next round of dips, loops, spins, and drops and I’m excited about it. You know how you’re waiting in line to get on the roller coaster and the closer you get the more nervous you get…the butterflies are flipping in your stomach…that’s how I am right now and this time I’m more excited than I am scared. 2016 you were an emotional ride but I think that I am ready for 2017 and all that it has to offer.

What does your roller coaster look like?

I hope that you all are getting prepared for the 2017 roller coaster and I can’t wait to hear all about it.

Until next time live simply while doing it extraordinary.

Zony

Satisfied Versus Settling

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If being satisfied for you means settling for me then I will never be satisfied…

People have told me that I’m never satisfied and when they would say it I would question myself and really wonder if I was asking for too much. But what I realized one morning is that my satisfied and their satisfied doesn’t represent the same thing. You may be OK with just having ham on your sandwich but I want ham, cheese and mayo. We all want things done our way and granted that isn’t going to happen all of the time but it doesn’t stop you from wanting what you want. If I want my grass cut a certain way and I’m paying you for it then please cut it the way that I ask you to. Your satisfied could mean settling to me and my satisfied could mean too much for you and I’m not about settling because I’m destined for so much more and so are you if you look past what’s in front of you.

Moral of this short post…Never let someone make you feel bad for wanting the life that you want for yourself.  Your vision is not their vision.

Are you satisfied or settling for where you are in your life?
Until next time live life simply but make it extraordinary.
XO,
Zony

 

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Growing Through

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“Is it me?? A question I constantly ask myself … Insecure in my own thoughts. Insecure in all that I do and say and try to process… Always over processing and over analyzing and killing myself in my own head. Crazy thoughts that I go through. It’s always an evaluation in my head. Ongoing … How do I make it stop? Comfortable on the outside but so many questions on the inside. How am I able to be transparent in a safe place? Who am I really safe with? Right now I don’t even feel safe with myself. Always looking for another something another beginning another another and another. How do I get through this? Keeping everything in as to not burden anyone else but who’s always there to lend a listening ear to help or just be a comfort. Where is my comfort? Trusting and listening always smiling but for what is life like this … A roller coaster just ready to get to the end of this ride and walk away 100% confident. Walking into some situations with my eyes wide open knowing it’s not for me but at the same time because I know what’s going to happen gives me some kind of peace. Walking into other situations trusting and not knowing and then getting hurt because I didn’t know what was a head of me. Always ready for a risk but only those that I can kind of control. Headaches come and stay because I seek a box to keep myself to keep my surroundings controlled. Is it me??? Shrugs… Got to get out of my own head … Smh at myself.”

I posted this on my first blog in 2014…my my my I have come a long way.  Today feeling a lot more confident in who I am and knowing exactly what I want in life.  My purpose is clearer than ever although some times I do stop and ask God if He is sure (I still have my moments).  Life is funny sometimes and I have really started to embrace everything that comes my way good and bad(even if I don’t like it).  If I resist it only hinders my progress and I am tired of being stuck because I want to be rebellious to what I don’t like going on at the moment.  Disclaimer:  I am a super rebellious person.  So anything that doesn’t fit into my vision I am not here for it.  I am getting better though, one day at a time.  Back to the post, I realized in reading my previous post that my purpose requires me to hold other people up more than they are going to hold me up.  Everyone that you are meant to hold down isn’t meant to hold you down.  Your confidence doesn’t depend on them or anyone else.  Love yourself because it is best for you and it makes for a better life.

Your life should reflect confidence, boldness, and braveness no matter what your purpose is.  Although it is a daily decision you have to make it and walk in it.  Do know that distractions are going to come but that is when you fight harder for what you want.

I want my friends, family and clients to know that they can always count on me to hold them down no matter what they are going through and when that moment of realization hit I was completely OK with where I am going and the situations that I have been through.  You have to get to a point where you realize that your life is so much bigger than you because it isn’t for you.  You are here for the growth of others and when you accept that I think you will go through life a little less stressed, worried, and unhappy.  I will probably mention this more often because we have to be reminded that when things hit us its just a growing spurt for us to help someone that is coming behind us.  Let your resilience shine through.  Embrace it all and grow.

I hope this helped someone…Comment and let me know what you are dealing with and let me hold you down while you grow through.

Until next time continue to live simply while making it extraordinary.

XO,

Zony

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Purpose Talk

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I say it all of the time but I’ll say it again … There is a process to your progress. You have to go through to get through … Press, Push, Pursue. Keep going … Nothing happens overnight. Enjoy the process and the journey.